Sunday, January 24, 2016

One Day At A Time...

One day at a time...
But today was hard.
Hard hearing Levi say he doesn't feel well every minute.
Knowing there's nothing we can do.
Hard dealing with the screams every morning and night when he takes his medicine.
Screaming "I don't know why I have to take this" then "I've got this".
As we threaten to hold him down and force it down his throat.
Feeling so guilty.
Guilty there's nothing we can do.
Frustrated he doesn't understand why the medicine is so important.
He turns 4 next month.
This is not how he should be spending his days.
One day at a time....
Maybe tomorrow won't be so hard.


1 comment:

E said...

I'm always thinking about you guys. Keep on keeping on, he will understand and thank you someday! I know you have a ton of local support, but if you need me, I'm just a phone call a way! Love ya , Erica